“If you believe in Jesus, you will not spend all your time in the smooth waters just inside the harbour, full of exhilaration and delight, but always moored; you will have to go out through the harbour bar into the great deeps of God and begin to know for yourself, begin to get spiritual discernment. If you do not cut the moorings, God will have to break them with a storm and send you out!” – Oswald Chambers Devotional Bible February 21st.
I have been called to jury duty this week and while awaiting the selection process I was given a couple of hours for lunch. I proceeded to Barnes and Noble and as I was eating lunch, I received a vision. It was a powerful vision that affected my breathing, my posture and I believe my life.
I saw a large three masted ship leaving a harbour at a good clip.
It was headed out into the open seas. I was standing on the deck and looking out the starboard side. I could see the swells starting to build. I could actually feel the ship moving and I adjusted my position in my seat at the bookstore to accommodate the change in the ships pitch and roll. I looked over the side and could sense the water beginning to move. My breathing began to pickup as I looked at the back of the ship and saw 5 “banding lines” of the type used to hold paper goods on a pallet, trailing from the ship and going back to the dock. They were attached to the dock. The banding lines were small and quite incapable of holding the ship to the dock. The Lord then quickened to me the banding lines represented the things that have held me back in life. I saw the ship was headed out to the deep open sea with an open sky and an unlimited horizon. What was going to break the lines was the act of leaving the harbour, not waiting for the lines to be broken before I left the harbor.
As the vision faded I realized my heart beat was much faster and I had just seen that my time had come. My ship was leaving the harbour and I was no longer going to be bound to the dock. As I started to think through the vision, I began to see some things I hadn’t really understood before.
Things I had experienced over the last couple of months and wasn’t quite sure of why was because my ship was preparing to leave the harbour for the open waters.
I also began to realize I have been in harbour for a long time, trying to get the bands off the ship before I sailed. I thought I had to get these things fixed in order to sail. But it was actually the act of sailing that broke the banding lines that entangled my life. It was in the act of leaving for the open seas that will break the lines. I don’t have to worry about them, I simply need to look out the front of the ship and not worry about those lines, they will be broken for good, and they will no longer inhibit my ship from moving. Since I am in a wind driven ship (ie: the Holy Spirit) I don’t have to worry about them fouling the propeller or anything like it.
Mark 4:35 is the story of the storm and Jesus asleep in the back of the boat. The whole story started with a command: “Lets cross over to the other side.” As Paul Harvey would have said, “Now for the rest of the story.”
I’ve heard the Lord say a couple of things to me: “Whom shall I send to the Hispanic Mission field?” I said “I’ll go Lord.” “Ok” He said, “Let’s go over to the other side.” I am in the boat and it’s leaving the harbour, heading for “the other side.” Yes there will be storms ahead, big storms. But I don’t want to stay in the harbour any longer. I sense the Lord’s timing is right. I’m where I’m supposed to be. We are headed for the deep. When I look at the people I have looked up to and wanted to be like in my life, they are people who have accomplished great things. Lewis and Clarke, Earnest Shackleton, the Apostles Peter and Paul as well as many others. All left the safe harbour of life and attempted to do great things. Some made it, some didn’t but they all tried. Well, I believe God has given me a charge and I’m going after it.
As the Lay Leader of Gateway, I ask you to pray for us as a church and for me as your friend and Lay Leader. I believe God is getting ready to do a great work in our lives. My boat is much larger than I can manage on my own and I need shipmates to help. Anyone want to go for a boat ride????
Lord: I think of the great Irish seaman’s prayer. Oh Lord, your sea is so big and my ship is so small. Help me lord navigate to the other side and help mis hermanos y hermanas as they wade through the immigration morass in this country. Help me to see them and their situation as you do and to keep focused on you and your Word as we sail this sea together.
Now full speed ahead mates!