As I sit here on Christmas day enjoying the bounty God has been so gracious to give Julia and I, I think about 2010 and how it has impacted Gateway. On January 2nd, we will have our new pastor, Tom Atkins. Since June 2010 he will be our 4th pastor. There were times I didn’t know if we would make it. There were times I didn’t know if I would make it. Yet, here we are at the end of the year. The smoke has cleared, the dust has settled and the smoke has cleared and we are still standing. Praise God!
Over the last year, God has been stirring my heart. I have sensed the Lord showing me bits and pieces of my personal calling at Gateway and a picture of the impact he want’s Gateway to have on our community. Let me talk of the last two months and their impact on me.
In November I spent a week at Onsite. A week in which the Lord gave me courage and delivered me from fear. A week that forever changed my life. Then I learned our new pastor would be Tom Atkins. That filled my heart with hope and anticipation. Julia and I left for Las Vegas for my company’s annual meeting. On the way I spoke with Tom and he told me he wanted everyone to read “Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire” by Jim Cymbala. Julia and I had read the book years ago, but since we were on the road, we downloaded the audible version and listened to it. As John Wesley stated, “My heart was strangely warmed.” This book provided the Biblical model I was searching for. We don’t need a church growth seminar, a church growth program or pledge drives to grow Gateway. We need the Holy Spirit to move in the minds and hearts of men and women.
I announced at church I would be at the church Wednesday night to pray. A group showed up and we prayed. As we prayed we asked the Lord to show us how we can minister and to whom. “Send us who you want us to minister to Lord!” This was our prayer. As we were praying, we heard a knock on the front door and we looked up and pastor Efrin Diaz was there. His daughter had just died from cancer and we were offering our church to them as a place to hold her memorial service. As he came in we started praying for him. Freida prayed with strength for him as she and Alton both know the pain of losing a child. I agreed to help with the meeting and since it would be a Spanish speaking affair, I grabbed Roque and we went.
Wow is about the only way I can describe the event. The place was packed wall to wall with every chair we had being occupied and there were still people standing. The service started and I was in the sound booth with the pastor and as the service progressed. The singing was anointed as none I have heard for years. The Holy Spirit moved and I was able to see God at work in the life of believers as they mourned the loss of a loved one, yet rejoiced at her grand entry into her eternal home. I saw the dignity of a family of Christians as they portrayed her life on screen. I began to weep as I saw them show her at her peak and then as her health and body declined, they showed that as well. Finally they showed a picture of her in her bed just before she passed away. I saw how they faced death with courage and faith. I saw their tears and I wept with them for a young woman I had never met. Her impact on the world for Jesus Christ was obvious. I saw the joy of Jesus Christ as they worshiped Him for a life well lived and the victory of the cross.
The next morning Rusty, Caleb and I cleaned up for the Christmas Eve service. We found a sweater and hat left over from the service. So we closed up and I went home. Efrain called me and I told him about the sweater so we agreed to meet at the church. I got there and Efrain and his wife Haydee came in the building with me. They expressed a great appreciation for our help and then as we talked, the Holy Spirit hit the place and Haydee shared with me a vision her daughter had that no one understood at the time. As she shared the vision, it was obvious it had been fulfilled at the service the previous night. She began to weep and I began to pray in the spirit as did Efrain. Waves of the Holy Spirit’s love and strength rolled over us as we prayed.
As we left all three of us had an unmistakable impression that the Lord has a plan for both churches working together. I believe the Lord has been preparing the ground for this relationship for a long time. He certainly has with me.
I ask you to pray for this relationship. They have a wonderful worship team (that’s what his daughter did, teach music and dance) and with our music and their music, we could see a Sunday night healing and worship service at Gateway. With Tom and Haydee praying and ministering to people and the laying on of hands for healing, I can see Mark 1-3 becoming a reality in the life of our church!
Lord: Please keep our hearts open to your leading. Give us boldness to step out and walk places you direct us with confidence and courage. I pray for Efrain and Haydee and their family for their loss at this most sacred time of year. Thank for helping us get through 2010 and thank you ahead of time for the miracles you are going to do in our midst in 2011.